Live
Ask, get rejected, be accepted by one or a few or none. It doesn’t matter. Live. Run walk or stand.
But make no mistake, you get one life and only one life and we do not have grounds to complain when we have the choice to live however we wish.
If we feel something is missing, perhaps we haven’t acted with enough courage to do something even if it’s anything. It beats standing still for decades waiting for the idea to come to us. Perhaps while we’re searching for what we think want we end up finding what we need.